Inside or out? I'm just clueless

Choosing the RIGHT path ain't no easy for me. I've been struggling with myself and have been done a lot of thinking about my future. The question is, is this what I really want? Will I survive? I mean I still have option anyway. Still have. But then again, the option that I have is what makes me in dilemma for weeks and still going strong :S Ya Allah, istiqarah is the best thing to do for the time being.

I'm just torn in between to stay and follow the flow or to take the risk and ride the adventurous path that you could never imagine.


So as time goes by, the instinct has spoken. Well was that my mind? I mean you know it is impossible but you know IT IS POSSIBLE. There are pros and cons, always there and then. But I have plans for that. The only thing that matters will I survive and will there be no regret??

Oh my..

Tomorrow

Was busy settling down with some legal work. It seems so easy yet complicated. Why did I choose to be a lawyer again? Oh wait not yet a lawyer just about to pursue LLB for the next 4 years of my life. Interesting? .. I hope so. Tiring? Nahhh learning can never be tiring, I swear. Doing revision is. I mean your brain.. thus it will affect the parts of your body. Which is;

- The stomach

- The head

- The eyes

So moving on, I have been planning to write for God knows how many times. Blame the laziness of myself you can't never get through. Indeed. Posting some random quotes on Tumblr last few days, it is easy, everyone know it. Press the reblog button, there you go it appears on your Tumblr. Now I understand why Tumblr is the most genius creature in the world. Heh?

The daily routine

I am now a working girl (note that I'm not yet 19) so literally for now, I'm busy spending my time with office works. Kind of. In other words, I'm currently doing an internship for the sake of my own good.

You wanna know why? I gain experience, read a few bunch of cases that have on hold for years, I learnt what is Hibah, Wasiat, Faraid etc etc. Looking at the lawyers working their but off really scares me.

So here goes my daily routine:

9am-6pm > Work.

6pm-8-ishpm> Rest/Dinner/Shower/Maghrib/Isya'.

9pm-11.30pm> An episode of Running Man while having a cup of Hot Milo/Tea/Chocolate.

Do I look like I have a life now? Yes? No? The good thing is, I get off on the weekends which the two days I'm looking forward to every week.

p/s but in a way, I feel more productive than before. At least my brain works. Heh.