Blessings

The time has come when it is new year and everyone has their resolutions to be accomplished throughout the year. And yours truly also is the one who can't afford to miss 'my own 2012 resolutions' as well.

I remember when I was 10 Mak have made me write my 'Azam tahu baru' on A4 coloured paper and paste it on my bedroom wall. Can't remember how many resolutions I wrote but the only thing I can remember is, sembahyang 5 waktu sehari As a young girl, who still young and tend to be very giddy with barbies I just wrote what my mom asked to. Well, during that time I was indeed bersemangat and feel motivated but I think it only last for few months. Kids, I know. Hihi.

When I was in high school, I didn't really write 'MY RESOLUTIONS' on a sheet of paper and paste it on the wall anymore. Because I know the only thing I want to accomplish is get good grades for exams, straight As for PMR and also SPM.

When I was in college for my foundations studies, besides aiming for dean list, I really want to get involve in debate as much as I can. And I did. I've never get involved before during high school so I decided to give it a try. It's because I know I have the ability to speak and persuade. Which is why, I choose law.

So as new year come and go I realized even though how much your goals are if your aim of life never to find the blessings of Allah you will never feel the satisfaction in life. The fact that, Allah knows what's best for us really made me thinking in whatever you do seek for His forgiveness and blessings.

'Bila Allah bagi hidayah untuk berubah, gunakan sebaik-baiknya bimbang nanti Allah dah tak bagi langsung.' - It really hits me what if Allah dah tak bagi hidayah dekat kita lagi dah?

'Tiada istilah enjoy dulu baru insaf' - Anonymous

It is impossible for us to change in one minute even in a year. But it is possible to change step by step. Kadang-kadang dalam perjalanan untuk berubah kita boleh terbabas dan terleka sebab tu ada baiknya lebihkan bergaul dengan kawan-kawan yang sentiasa mengingatkan kita kepada yang Maha Esa :) There are so many ways actually untuk kita sentiasa ingtakan diri sendiri, you just have to figure it out on your own.

And sesungguhnya, utamakan perkara yang wajib dalam agama insyaAllah, Allah akan permudahkan urusan kita :)

Inside or out? I'm just clueless

Choosing the RIGHT path ain't no easy for me. I've been struggling with myself and have been done a lot of thinking about my future. The question is, is this what I really want? Will I survive? I mean I still have option anyway. Still have. But then again, the option that I have is what makes me in dilemma for weeks and still going strong :S Ya Allah, istiqarah is the best thing to do for the time being.

I'm just torn in between to stay and follow the flow or to take the risk and ride the adventurous path that you could never imagine.


So as time goes by, the instinct has spoken. Well was that my mind? I mean you know it is impossible but you know IT IS POSSIBLE. There are pros and cons, always there and then. But I have plans for that. The only thing that matters will I survive and will there be no regret??

Oh my..

Tomorrow

Was busy settling down with some legal work. It seems so easy yet complicated. Why did I choose to be a lawyer again? Oh wait not yet a lawyer just about to pursue LLB for the next 4 years of my life. Interesting? .. I hope so. Tiring? Nahhh learning can never be tiring, I swear. Doing revision is. I mean your brain.. thus it will affect the parts of your body. Which is;

- The stomach

- The head

- The eyes

So moving on, I have been planning to write for God knows how many times. Blame the laziness of myself you can't never get through. Indeed. Posting some random quotes on Tumblr last few days, it is easy, everyone know it. Press the reblog button, there you go it appears on your Tumblr. Now I understand why Tumblr is the most genius creature in the world. Heh?